September 2010
‘i turned my lips to the hand that lay on my shoulder. i loved him very much, more than i could trust myself to say, more than words had power to express.’
Jane Eyre, pg. 304.
weird dream last night;
i had a dream that i got a peircing just above my collarbone, and now i really want one :D
but in my dream, it moved up to my face, and kept going inside of itself.
mhm.
indeed.
homework toniight;
psychology
english
making cookies.
done (L)
i'm so pathetic;
all i do, is just moan, and insult all day. feel soooo fucking sorry for myself and act like my life is terrible.
i know it’s not, ‘cause i’ve got you. and you mean the fucking world to me.
things are going to be fucking different, and if they aren’t, i’ll hate myself so much for letting you down. you deserve so much better, and i’ll fucking try and deliver...
wow;
i don’t understand how you can just stop being friends so quickly. like so suddenly, just… nothing. i don’t comprehend it. i’d hate for that to happen to me with any of my friends.
i just want my hair to grow back.
i’ve had enough of it being short, and not doing what i tell it to.
i’ve just had enough, don’t want to deal with school tomorrow.
I want to fuck you.
I want you to give yourself to me, completely and totally. I want to hold you down and reign you in and make you wait and make you beg, because it’s all I can think of in times like at the bar and your shirt is cut low and you laugh and press yourself against my arm and make me wait, make me reign myself in and hold myself down.
I want to tear off your clothes and bend...
oh boy, you've left me speechless.
today;
fairly amusing. do not want all the work that i’ve got to do.
there’s not even that much, i’m just super lazy.
fairly good day;
spent the entirety of the two hours of art we had, playing games. was pretty nice (:
onto
5 more chapters of Jane Eyre
english essay
psychology presentation and essay
looking for the least tacky murder mystery script
busy night methinks.
i am SO gutted;
so, i was invited to this party, i didn’t go, mainly because i thought i was grounded, and i thought i would get loads of work done. turns out, i wasn’t grounded, and could have gone, and also, i didn’t even do any of the work i said i would. i am so bummed that i didn’t go, and facebook isn’t making me feel any better.
onward to Psychology homework, i don’t...
so, it’s really lovely and sunny, and my boyfriend is coming over today (: i don’t think i could be happier!
day 18 - a dimension from any of the LoZ you would...
definitely Twilight Princess Hyrule.
as you go around Hyrule, and all the other provinces of this map, you see how beautiful it is, and how gorgeous it would be to live in! my favourite place, has got to be Zora’s Domain, it’s so gorgeous, the lighting is incredible and the colours are stunning. the water is clear and reflects the sunside beautifully, and the waterfall is just...
i've been reading Jane Eyre;
it’s simply amazing! it’s one of my favourite books already, and i’m only ten chapters in!
day 17 - something in LoZ you want to exist in...
the whole thing!
i would absolutely kill for life to be like it is in Legend of Zelda. simply because, we would get to live in gorgeous little villages, ride horses and every so often we’d happen across a gorgeous, little-spoken hero who would do anything to save the places and people that he loves. i would love for there to be a Princess, who gets kidnapped a lot, and for there to be a...
day 16 - a LoZ character you can relate to the...
Ilia
not in looks, definitely not, she’s pretty gorgeous.
more in personality, i trust easily. i rely on people, perhaps a bit too much and i am veryvery forgetful. not saying that Ilia has got a bad memory, but she loses her memory for a very long time in Twilight Princess. i can get extremely defensive, like for example when Link injures Epona, and Ilia goes skitz, i can get a bit like...
so;
appears i am unable to do anything right. and no, you don’t have to drop everything for me, i never asked for that, you did that on your own so you would have something to have a go at me for.
kthx.
DERREN BROOWN;
i have so much love for you.
day 15 - a scene in one of the LoZ games you've...
i cry when the game ends.
i especially cried at the end of Twilight Princess. it’s pretty heartwrenching anyway, so yeah.
i cry when i finish any of the games, simply because i never wanted them to end, and they always end so nicely and happily, and things go back to the way they should be.
and that’s just great.
day 14 - your favourite part in a LoZ game
my favourite part in a LoZ game usually, is mostly during, when you’re not doing anything questy, but just enjoying the areas, and doing the sidequests, i also enjoy watching cutscenes the first time you play a new game, ‘cause they’re fairly interesting, and really set the game into motion!
YES!
my boyfriend is home today. YES! and i get to see him tomorrow… when we go back to school. petrified.
randompicturepostingisfun.
i enjoy it. i’m posting some pictures that i need to delete off’ve my hard drive, and pictures that i enjoy, idc if you don’t :3
